Some things I've been thinking
- Am I just trying to "escape" real life?
- If they all say no, will I have the heart to try again next year? Or will I get too superstitious and or bitter?
- Was this a dumb/short sighted/irresponsible/fantastic idea?
- If they all say no, what happens next year?
- If they don't all say no, what happens next year?
- It has been so long since I have just lived IN this year, instead of in the next one. It is exhausting.
Things that make me feel settled into the present: growing herbs, baking bread, sewing, walking to work. Hopefully soon, one way or the other.
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